Due to the recent freefall descent in quality of posting and the monoauthorial nature that this blog is beginning to have, i have decided to shut it down. This is due to it currently not fulfilling its job as a nice way to keep up between friends, for whatever reason that may be. If you wish to criticise this decision to close the blog, feel free to comment on this post. After this, there will be no more posts. I am still optimistic and i think another blog could be done well, however, in different circumstances.
I am more than a little bit perturbed by the recent insulting nature of the blog, especially towards members of my family. This is a personal issue and i would prefer those who have problems to talk to me, not post their opinions in such a public domain. Due to recent events and mitigating circumstances, I understand and sympathise and this shutting down is not affiliated with any supposed personal attack against myself. It is rather more a public decision that the blog has outlived its usefulness in its current form and it is causing problems as it has become too public and says very personal things about all of us. I shall delete it within a few weeks if no one gives me good cause not to. This is to allow those of you to read or collect any pieces that you liked from here and save them. I believe strongly that some of the posts on this blog were excellent. We had a good idea here. But our collective egg went from Faberge to Curate's to just plain rotten.
Yours,
Jonathan
9 comments:
I disagree with the decision. I think it was a useful form to keep in contact with each other, especially when the summer will end. Moreover, I think you should have taken the decision, after consulting with all the members of the Blog. If you were offended by something, it is rather easy to erase it. I myself sad because of this decision.
I think you should just ban me.
For all thopse who do not know, i dont even know myself, my disease is not very easy to be cured.
Some say it's bipolar something, others psychosis, others just think that i am an idiot. Wicked all the above correct.
What it kinda is though is that due to my drug abuse some enzime/s are missing and that causes a problem on the make-up i put on my ego(innerself).
I do not6 do it on purpose yet it is all my fault.
If you want me to go and fuck off then just get a pair of balls and tell me aye?
I am mentally ill, and trust me so are we all. So what?! Big fucking deal!!! It ain't bad to be mentally ill, it actually is a great experience. Yah laugh, it is funny, i am laughing myself.
Do whatever the fuck you want, yes jonathan abuse the power you have and let it rain down on us. On you as well.
Fuck my psychotherapy. You're right. Yes, this is the only place where i actually feel confortable to write what i think soc that my 3rd shirnk can try to figure out what's wrong with me.
Thanks for your friendship jon. For some reason I feel that it has come to an end, something i really do not want. Yet if you ain't capable of understanding what's wrong with your "friend", then honestly...
nah...better to stop thinking.
As i said, this is not in retaliation for anything. Read what i wrote. I am not stopping you from writing in any way Vasco. I am closing this blog for many reasons. Please write all you want, just not here.
You dont know how much of an impact this had on me and my family. You might never know. Either way, feel free to say what you want about me, my family, my friends, my country and whatever you want, especially if it helps for your diagnosis. I want you to get better. I do not want to be affiliated with what you write, that is one reason why I, personally, do not wish to be a contributor anymore. You can say i abuse my power, say you don't appreciate my friendship, say whatever you will. But careful what you say on a public blog like this. If you want to carry on writing, start your own blog man. If you have problems with me, talk to me, but don't publish lies on the internet. That is illegal.
to some extent I do agree with Moses. However, I do agree with the fact that the blog has decreased in quality and quantity of contents.
Vasco, dude: one thing I want to tell you: get better and go back to your original shape mate.
after this, I shall remain silent.
farewell
Mates,
All I can say is that I am sorry.
No one knows how things are here, I will never get in shape, I just have to learn to control what I think(apparently).
I do like you all and something no one can control is what one thinks. Well i cant control putting my thoughts out.
The way they wanna treat me is by taking more drugs. I disagree.
I do appretiate everyone's friendship and I hope that it is reciprocal. In my opinion that's friendship's basis.
Sorry for everything I might have caused jon, trust me it was never my intention to unbalance your home/family - trust me.
I am just disconnected to the deemed reality everyone talks about but that no one knows what it clearly is.
I dont know what reality is anymore since i have constant allucinations from the pills I am forced to take.
I could go on for ages, trust me!
What I experienced in 9 days was the richest thing ever!!!!!!! Being in jail was awesome!!! and in the Psichiatric ward as well! I shant forget it and I did see a positive side on it and I forgot about the negative side.
Always see the positive side mates, always!!!!! Fuck the negative after having learnt from it.
Peace,
gimme a phonecall when you feel like
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things are going excellent! I have to go to Ibiza on the 29th to Cream Amnesia Club. Im trying hard not to go. Do check the websites for Dj FindFrankieWilde.com
I can see your reasons for closing it down Jon but I am sad that it has to come to this. I have really enjoyed reading many of the posts. Please let me know if you guys decide to make a new blog at any point.
Rochelle xoxoxo
id never muster enough courage to post sth on this 'exclusive' blog, but since i wont at any time be subjected to the shame of being questioned, i shall.
to jon, i honestly loved to read the posts by u. for the pure reason that ive always been curious as to how someone who comes from england speaks and writes english.
this is so bad, and probably just loads of crap, but the effects of colonialism still reveberate to this day. white people still get curious stare back in swaziland, and definately get better service.
and for me it was a weird experience to come here and expect to be treated as your equal. i take english A1 higher, but of late ive been wondering if im taking things too far. no matter how normal my command of the language, its still not my first language. because im very much african.
and to top it all, my last name is 'Chester'?!
i always wanted to, but i never got around to asking you to show me just one paper u wrote as an assignment in English. just curiosity. i once asked valerie to show me hers, but she refused. so my curiosity still lives on. and now...
anyways thats too many words already. all i can say, i wish one day to be able to express myself in english as comfortably as you do. is that possible? i dont know.
love fanele
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